Monday 30 September 2013

Me, Myself and I. My Story: Chapter 1

Ive grown up in England, small village to a large secondary school. I took to that school like a duck to water. Yes, i loved the responsibility, the new teachers and a whole new opportunity unraveling before my eyes. With few friends (3) one who was a twin, she and i talked for hours on end and bickered even more-often i'd come home upset from her petty comments. The next a girl who clung to the 4th member of the group, she always looked down on me, occasionally doing what i call 'sweet bitching' (saying negative things about me in a nice way, one of them was "i think you would have been born a big baby, but that's ok because it means they are healthier unlike me" (calling me fat)) and the 4th. Ive got a lot to say about her so lets name her E. 
E was the only friend in the group who i felt connected to in a special way, whenever i came home upset from the twins foolish actions my mama would always tell me E was my real friend. And why should i have doubted my mother? E was kind, considerate and mature. However i grew weary of the other 2 girls and wanted to make more friends as i felt only 1 true friend would not suffice, i only left my friends at lunch time to chat with other friends on the school field; For the first time my social life was thriving. 
One day, during a games lesson the twins came up to me and told me of how E had been talking about me behind my back. I was called "lazy, chavy, slag" "Got really chavy over christmas" And truely, the most destructive insults: "she can't have belly bar because the fat would roll over" "fat".  
Devastated i came home crying my eyes out like a child. My mother wanted to contact E's parents but i wanted to deal with it myself. It turned out she was jealous of me and felt like she was being left out. Seemed believable right? I forgave but didn't forget.
Some time later she implied that i was reckless with other peoples belongings but one of my newer friends said that doesn't sound like B (B=me). 
Finally, while E was at a large sleepover of which i wasn't invited to but my close friend T attended i was back stabbed once more. Called "chavy, lazy, slag" and "fat" once more my dear friend T told me all about it on a bus ride to school. Soon i will tel you what happened next in the following chapter. 

Sunday 29 September 2013

Fuck it, i'll make my own way


Well, as i'm sure you can tell by now i'm rather new to blogging indeed. I have not a clue what i'm doing but i just thought "Fuck it, ill make my own way" which seems to be my motto a lot at the moment.
I'm keeping my identity private but i am the owner of instagram account @lovelyana_bones. I was encouraged to start a bog by a beautiful girl, her blog is @lunykornio and ill be posting about her shortly, however i feel i must tel you a little about myself. That is to come my lovelies, i just need to fathom this thing out.